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Prom is Saturday and my parents are being fucking assholes they are making me be home at 1212 the dance doesn’t even get done till11 so I can’t even go hang out with friends afterwards its such bs I swear they try to ruin shit for me!!!!! I really can’t wait to get the fuck out of here

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Prom is Saturday and my parents are being fucking assholes they are making me be home at 1212 the dance doesn’t even get done till11 so I can’t even go hang out with friends afterwards its such bs I swear they try to ruin shit for me!!!!! I really can’t wait to get the fuck out of here

(Source: allsonew)

endings

my boyfriend and i broke up today im sad but ill be alright time heals everything right?

Very true so closed off about my feelings to people in thé really world

Very true so closed off about my feelings to people in thé really world

(Source: -reblog-, via perfectioninamonster)

Death

Something i think about too often. i so selfishly just wish it would happen to me. all the amazing people i knew who died they had a purposed made an impact had a direction in life but i don’t. im a waste of space, i don’t want to kill myself i just want to die,in some accidental way that no one can understand. I have nothing going for me i did shitty on my acts so a good college is out of the question, im fat so ever being happy is out the door too, my insecurity’s make me crazy and i am a terrible girlfriend to the most amazing guy i have ever met i don’t deserve him and one of these days he will realize it and leave me. all i ever want to do is get fucked up or take pills til i cant feel anything. I’m unhappy and a piece of shit for feeling this way, their are so many people out there who would love to live just a few more day but are sick and dying, and i am perfectly healthy and im just hoping to die. 

Day 2 Abc diet

Oats- 150 calories

Honey- 30 calories

Diet Peach tea- 0 calories

Veggi Delit Salad- 205 calories

Dressing- 25 calories

Coke Zero- 0 calories

Day one Abc diet

Bar 190 calories
Saled 61 calories
Sauce 70 calories
Noodles 179 calorie
Been sick all day because I ate meat yesterday so its been really easy so far.

Not having anyone to talk yo is so hard. I have always needed someone to talk yo but I never wanted anyone to listen. I know other people struggle like I do but I feel like I don’t have anyone to relate to